it is days like these that make my heart sing.  when i know that the path that i am travelling on makes the greatest sense of who i am.  who i discovered so many years ago till this day.

this week has been a rollercoaster of events.  massages coming out of my ying yang.  new one with bri who was sent by dish.    a special one with kv.  a standing one with a couple named aq.

the next day was wanding meeting with sarinda at organiclives.org and then later with leland at the tshop.   pick up my boy at school and then to the doctor and wife in the night.

since then it has been a blur.  emotional one…one where i set my boundaries and spoke my mind, more than once and on a varied of subject.  today i knew that i was destined to be me.

it was nice to see ben, as a client who was constant in the first years of my massage career, it is wonderful to work on him as i face my final years as a physical healer.  since training as an energetic healer, i am happy to know that the physical is only a small part of the whole equation.  as i see that life is a swirling mass of bits and bytes.  we are an input and output equation.  sometimes the information is questionable.  why and what do we put in and then when we think we have a correct solution, we pay with our mistakes.

hahahahaha…

so today, ben was in and he is quite a person.  i cant make why he likes me.  isnt that funny.  i think most people who use me, find me amusingly informative.  i definitely dance to a different drummer.  i am fine with that.  i thank all my teachers for providing me with the fodder to formulate my ideas.

thank you.

after a while i run out of patterns to teach the body.  that is why i love my biofeedback device, i am going to portland next week to train on the new indigo unit.  it is analogue going into digital.  it is going to be a blast.

i am staying with my bestest friend stella bella.  she and i go way back to the suki’s days and the grand canyon.  she was there in the third wave to reach me as i laid on the top of a ridge after breaking my back in the grand canyon.  she was there when i had my kid by cesarean.  she is my hostess in pdx.  that is also where my shadow yoga is taught.  my bright idea is to live in portland and continue my studies in the future…in shadow yoga.

cross your fingers if the wand business works, i can go  and study in portland oregon.  manage my virtual sales group for amega wands.

to order a wand, go to : eamega.com/back2source

it is the best tool i have ever used and i take it everywhere and use it for everything.  explanations are in other blog postings and has its own page in this website!

i can  do my virtual consults for my biofeedback clients where ever i am located.  i will have to wait until my kid is out of high school but i think it can be done.  either that or go to where shadow yoga is taught.  montreal, usa, mexico, europe and australia.

thanks ben for doing the video.  that was fun.

so my second client today was joanne and she is traveling here from australia.  schoolteacher.  she was here a couple of months ago, got a massage from me and proceeded to an ashram in nelson, bc.  she was back in vancouver to work and came in to get some more work from me.  i was delighted to see that she liked my therapy.

we talked a lot.  i suggested the chung shis right off the bat. http://moneca.ca/chung-shi-shoes-rules

made her walk in them.  my clients all have to try my shoe.  they are technically the best trainer in my opinion.  rolling to the toe.  toggling the foot.  articulating the ankle.  activation in the knee.  learning the inside line of the leg.  hooking into the top of the front hips and then reining them through the psoas into the spinal cord.

if you throw in a mulabanda, working the navel to the front spine so that the abdominals become the firm support of the lumbar vertabrae and holder of the kidneys and adrenal.

direct the chest to straighten the neck and nod the head so the chin becomes closer to the clavicles and the back nape lengthens.

wow.  that was fun.

good nite all.

sleep well.

enjoy.