i am a sensitive person who is affected by taste and smell, a kinetic personality.  the smell of perfume is enough to knock me out and i was locked up in a windowless room on a warm sunny weekend for three days.  i was attending adam mandel’s black and white tour, though levi baxa would not be there to provide the black or the yin part of the package.  rats.

Mr Adam Mandel and Mr Peter Caron

having adam was a gift.  it has been over four years since he has been here to teach and we were absolutely floored by his iteniary.   it was to our benefit to spend an hour on any sector of the body and i especially thought his idea to to to the bottom third of the base chakras was ideal for our grounding.   he spend most of saturday just going through all the dental protocols.  i was on the floor asleep by four…i have been on antibiotics for gum disease for over 8 days by then.

as well as a full moon in aquarius was a humdinger for me and i really did not want to say the wrong thing that would mess up my productivity but of course it happened and now i have to be so careful to not rock the boat any more.

the best thing about having an indigo biofeedback training is to be able to run my sessions with the adjunct of thirty other units in the room.  all of us tapping away at our work while making notes and following the intelligence and humor of adam.  he recapped his stories of china and just blew us away with his info about everything under the sun, of course his time with the chinese high political elite, bankers and national team athletes.  the last four years have mellowed him and he has continued his ability to talk about the cosmos and the inner workings of both the computer intelligence as well as the environmental influences while running off at the mouth about most subjects.

he let us see and feel a whole bunch of  stuff such as orgone generators and crystal orbs…dominus cervix!  connection to manifesting energy.

he had alexina mehta, naturapathic doctor and homa, medical doctor, laughing  continuously…i name dropped to identify them amoungst the white haired participants who have all had such delightful practice with their devices.

i mainly spent friday working on moneca’s money energy.  i worked the dental day on myself and like i said, i felt wiped by four.  i learnt my lesson and on sunday, i spent time working on the theme of romance and i was so clear by the end of the three full days.  i was able to learn how to run five degeneration programs simultaneously on five physical-emotional issues indicated by the hamer panel…as well as working on degeneration, iridology and bodyviewer.  that was worth the weekend.

as well, i finally have the software that adam mandel was working on in china…quanumclarity.net

the ability to produce a report from the matrix panel to a compliant reporting system is finally here and i really think that this will make using the biofeedback products work so much better for clients and laymen.  as i am a fastidious student who really loves learning about human consciousness, having the device has been such a lovely learning experience but most people, ie. clients,  are not of the same wavelength.  was nice to be in a class of over thirty, who all were fluent in the language of the information from the scio/indigo device.  really great to be next to dr. mehta and know that she was picking it up as well as she was…i told her that she would be delighted with adam.

my clients  on the other hand are looking at more simpler tools.  so i was inquiring about the ethernal system, the adjunct biofeedback system that requires just a push of a button to activate rest and relaxation.  luckily peter caron, vancouver area coordinator, was there to do the set up and answering of my indigo and ethereal questions.  shane rahn was there representing the fraser valley coordinator…

mr shane rahn, fraser valley coordinator indigo and ethereal…

last weekend, ginger bowler from colorado,  had  come in to teach the  indigo as well and brought in  the avalon system, with rick perkins.   l.e.d. lights with frequencies of zero point and infrared.  basically zero point with infrared heating lamp on forehead, belly and kidneys.

so many tools and so little time.  the convenience of replicating earth and solar energy without going outside and sit in the sun.  hahahaha.

i am under the weather here in the pacific northwest and  i even bought some fabutan sunbed time this month…having rain since last fall has made me fungal and gloomy.  must get light. vitamin d does most of the energy conversions in the body.

wish i could buy all the tools but hey you buy it and i can come over to your place to hang out and support your practice.  it is really about rest, relaxation and peace…sometimes we have to train ourselves to find the time to do that.

i am so very happy to be back in shadow yoga.  was at a course with andy montag from oakland last week.  8 hours in the reactivation of  my shadow practice.  as well i have found some humdinger practitioners at the 7th ave yoga spot…i am so blessed.  i am ready to commit myself back to the form and take responsibility for my practice.   i will save the birams commercial drive hot yoga for the winter months, when the heat makes sense to my cold body in the snow and sleet.

i am allowing me a  self care year with the awakening of my shadow yoga work.  it has been a full three years since my teacher rahasri moved to montreal.  i really did not have the ability to remember at that time.  now i realize that i must create the memory of this authentic body awareness with my time.  that really is all there is, time.  habits begin with practice.

time spent in learning peace within the body.   andy was a breath of wind into vancouver and i was so glad to have had the prior knowledge of the sequence.  there is a lot to work on and one thing i am going to do is commit to 300 days of doing the work…if all i do is 108 snake circles then that is what i need to do.  the snaky dip with the knee to loosen the hips and the groin.  wow, is that all it takes to know the connection with the earth energy through the foot and ankles to the inner knee and inner leg.  it is like a light beam into the reproductive organs and the lower back.  what  a concept.

I also realize that having a child of 12 years old is really a passage to self again.  he is growing up and the responsibility to me is awakening.  i am able to know  it is for me to do my repair and access my inner supports.  emotionally, mentally, spiritually and physically.  at my age, wondering about my life is second to actually doing the work.  there is not the ability to say tomorrow i begin.  it all begins now and always have but now i have the time to engage.

i sure love avocados!

i am so excited that my website is going to be rebranded by natasha beckow!!!  i want to be able to find the tools and present them to you in a way that will be easy and simple.  i must get out of the job of designing websites and back to practicing my self care lifestyle.  i love all that i do and it will be grand to be able to show more people what i do!